call me out - eorzea/CUTIE edition

[kururu]

c h a r a c t e r s
nero tol scaeva betterthangarlond	sasaxia saxia levinchild	ku lu minuet_of_rigor	faya rose falserose
Miscarlet arcaniststaff	'First Cycle' Urianger arcaniststaff	borealis shisnon borelisblade	th'ancred nuhn catcred
bahasaie corruptedcoil	alphinix turn12	francel 'rose bandit' fuckishgard	papayda papayda
emmanelle greystone paragon_bastard	haurchefant greystone shieldless	'ramza' scratched_disc	minfilia/cloud of light aethercrystals
j'rhoomale carha winddarkness	character journal	character journal	character journal

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» I will reply. And now you are playing with these losers. :B «
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Comments

[censorshipnutkin]

Stop that talk. You made the choice you had to make. Yes, I feel betrayed, but I understand the ends justified the path you took. [He pulls him down again, but doesn't kiss him... yet.]

I'm not going anywhere, friend.

[arcaniststaff]

You already died once.

[ Well, he fell into Flow. But it took so much from him, that it was basically a death. Urianger couldn't live if that had happened to him - what would it have robbed? (Another occasion he was glad he remained in the Waking Sands.) ]

Would that I could trust it would not happen again. I may need to take harsher paths... that I would not regret.

[censorshipnutkin]

Just adds to my mystery. Besides, I'm standing here with you.

[He sighs, stubborn elezen.]

You aren't listening, and you were worried about me listening to you. You may have to choose another path like that, but for now, you do not need to be alone, to be isolated, to put yourself right BACK in the mindset you were when you started out before!

[arcaniststaff]

[ His ears twitched a little - his expression turning to a small frown. But then, he brushed one of his hands though Thancreds' hair. To look into his eyes. ]

I prefer isolation. It makes it easier.

...Though... I am listening. I wish I could...

[ ...Let others help him. ]

[censorshipnutkin]

To what? Make tough decisions? Make bad decisions? [He sighs.]

You wish you could what, Urianger?

[arcaniststaff]

I wish I could... speak freely to all of you.

[ His head seems to droop a little, suddenly hit by a wave of tiredness. ]

My choices are bad. That, I know. But... it's what my skills hold. Not like other Scions - your skills are of adventure or knowledge free. Not the duties I hold. It's... harsh, to continue seeking the truth though prophecies passed.

...I wish I could have more help. But... I'm afraid. For those I trusted - for dearest Moenbryda - died and left holes which can never heal. Is that what you desired to know?

[censorshipnutkin]

[He closes his eyes for a moment, before looking back up at his elezen friend.]

Yes. I wanted you to say the truth. And that's what I heard. No matter how harsh it is to hear. [A pause and a softer kiss this time.] You have help in me. And you can speak freely with me when you need, I will mention nothing.

But stop this nonsense. This isolation.

[arcaniststaff]

[ He pushes into the kiss, however. A little forceful - but not too much. He's thirsty okay. ]

...You know I cannot simply leave here. One must guard the tomes of knowledge, and that is my duty.

[censorshipnutkin]

[He reaches up to tap Urianger's ear, the one with the linkpearl.]

You know how to get a hold of me. I can be back at any time. Or, we can move them to Mor Dhona, the Rising Stones, where we all meet now. [A hand's moved to caress Urianger's cheek.]

And, I'm here now. And listening.

[arcaniststaff]

If they were moved... did we not have this discussion before?

It would be far too much work, and far too much danger of destroying them...

[ But his hand moves to touch the one holding his - before moving to place that hand to one of Thancreds' ears. Gently massaging it - he tended to find the ears of non-Elezen interesting okay. ]

Perhaps I will call you more often. They are... safe, for now. Are you not busy with your own investigations, however--

...You'd say that were another excuse, wouldn't you.

[censorshipnutkin]

You're right, we have. I figured I could at least try. [A smirk, and he leans into Urianger's touch, closing his eyes a bit. He didn't mind the others fascination with his ears. His touch was always soft.]

I would. You know I would make time for a friend. Especially you. I must ask though, what will it take for you to trust me more? Especially as we both have been so close to the Ascians.

[arcaniststaff]

[ He has a small smile, as he continues to stroke - the hands moving to his cheeks. ]

What it may take? I... that, I am unsure of. I do trust you, in a way, but...

[ He doesn't know how to connect to people too well.
A pause, and then: ]

...For your information, I never trusted Eldibus. All I desired was information and ways to assist our Star. I would never trust an Ascian. They've... robbed too much from us.

[censorshipnutkin]

Whatever you ask, I will do, Urianger. You know that to be true. [He then stretches up again, placing a kiss on the corner of his mouth.]

That is good to hear. I figured you didn't...

...but I know how they work.